Hymnodi

Jag lyssnade igenom några gamla påbörjade musikprojekt och försökte slutföra några av dem. Eller ja, ett av dem. Texten skrev jag någon gång förra året, men tröttnade då jag inte visste hur jag skulle förbättra framförandet. Nu har jag tröttnat igen, så här är den:

 

(Stand in line, you're all gonna die)

Splinters of wood cutting through my skin
and the scars never heal, not for anything
I'm not hitting the wall, I'm crashing through it
after hours and days of staring into it

I'm not sick, I'm just not a part of your sanity
of your shallow ideals and your vanity
To be not to be, it's belittleing
from the veiwpoint of where I'm sitting

I don't want you to smile and forgive my sins
you're not holy and you're not forgiving
You don't know right from wrong, you're just guessing
and I won't change my mind by confessing

I lit a fire of hope and now I'm burning down
I could put it out but I'd rather burn than drown
I barely float as it is on these raging waves
of apathy, that have been countless sailors' graves

In these storms of unfullfilled desires
that will kill you all and destroys empires
You make safety nets for your so called souls
but you just trap yourselves, or fall through the holes

You build cages and act just like prisoners
you plant a dying tree and cry when it withers
You cut out your eyes and search for other blind
to follow them just because they're your own kind

Poisonous rain falling through my hair
I would hide but the venom is everywhere
This is a disease and you are the virus
I just want to live, I don't care about the crisis

This is all just a mindless powerplay
and we forgot who made the laws that we obey
written in blood of the throats that we're slitting
I don't want this, goodbye world, I'm quitting

I don't want you to smile and forgive my sins
you're not holy and you're not forgiving
you don't know right from wrong, you're just guessing
And I won't change my mind by confessing

You build cages and act just like prisoners
you plant a dying tree and cry when it withers
you cut out your eyes and search for other blind
to follow them just because they're your own kind